We Fight Ourselves

Who said love is sweet?

We fight every day

Every second, minute, every damn hour

Even when you win, you lose in this game

Don’t wanna play

I avoid your eyes but I’m good at sensing your mood

If I put my head down in surrender first, you ridicule me

“Do you even know what you did wrong?”

I’m used to it now

Everything but your faults is a crime

I protect my lonely innocence with more of my sins

I do it more when you tell me not to

I understand twice when you misunderstand at once

 

Oh no. Not again.

We can’t to go sleep like this

Oh no. Not again.

Winning means losing so let’s go till the end

 

We’re fighting again

Are you crazy?

I’m sick of this

When you say this is really it

It’s the most you

It’s so you

 

I fight with myself

Saying, let’s stop

Saying, I’m gonna die

My gaunt face that’s not like before

Now it’s like you

It’s like you and me

I’m sorry

 

The dissonance continues

The moment it sounds off, you rip up the music

When we fight about the past

There are repeat marks only on top of my mistakes

Questions and trials

Pushing everything to be my fault

A witch hunt that sets fire to my reasoning

I get angry and scream

You poke my conscience with tears as your weapon

Whatever it is, I don’t like losing

Arguments, responsibilities

Our baggages that we thought were light

I throw my phone

Make a fist and throw a period mark punch into the wall

 

Oh no. Not again.

We can’t to go sleep like this

Oh no. Not again.

Winning means losing so let’s go till the end