Kuroi Namida - Black Tears

 

I can’t count the nights
when I’ve hoped tomorrow won’t come

I’ve lost my dreams and my love; lashed by the rain,
I’m crying, crying, crying…

 

What do I need to do

To be able to live as I am, without dressing myself up?

I can't even believe in myself,
so what should I believe in?

The answer is so close that I can’t see it

 

I cry black tears

I have nothing, I’m so sad

Unable even to put it into words

My whole body begins to ache

I can’t take being alone

 

At night I grew tired of crying and drew my face,
yet it wasn’t my face

I need to stop hiding my weakness
and putting on a smile

 

Is it the hardest thing in the world

To live without dressing oneself up?

If I could have something from you,
I want something intangible

I no longer need things that can break

  

 

 

Even if I cry black tears and scream

Tomorrow will come with an unfamiliar face

And I’ll come up against the same pain

If those days are going to continue

Then I want to go far away

Even though I know it's selfish of me...

 

I cry black tears

I have nothing, I’m so sad

Unable even to put it into words

My whole body begins to ache

 

Even if I cry black tears and scream

Tomorrow will come with an unfamiliar face

And I’ll come up against the same pain

If those days are going to continue

Then I want to go far away

Even though I know it's selfish of me...

 


Tsuchiya Anna

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